Well it's been awhile. I just had an interesting night. Why is it that when the wine is out, people become more weepy and teary? I just got into a heart to heart with my mom and her best friend about a struggle that we are trying to work through. They were both adamant about their position, but I still have a struggle with the whole thing. It's nothing serious or anything and we weren't fighting, but we just see things differently. I am coming from a very different place and it's just hard to except help when you feel like it is the selfish thing to do... the wine always contributes to tears and struggle I have found. But it also helps you express things in ways that you might not be able to other wise. I'm stressed, and my Pinot helps. (Wow, first blog back from a month and all I talk about is things that people won't understand and how beneficial wine can be! What a lush!) My mom told me tonight something that I need to consider: "Ronell, I know that you can't control your situation right now, and chances are that its not going to get better any time soon, so... you have to just wrap your head around the situation and get over it!" She's funny.
